Blue Monday?? Perhaps

Its monday..

Tapi i want to tell something that happened on Friday..

I got off early from class that Friday so i rushed my butt to sunway a.s.a.p sebab pakwe ku kata, Kiki hilang lagi..

Ape la masalah kucheng tu keje hilang je..

So sesampai je kat rumah, i pon berteriak panggil dia..sambil dibantu dek pakwe ku..

Harapan moga moga kiki recognize my voice dan tau cari cemana nak balik..

Memang beruntung sebab kiki did hear my voice dan berlari toward my voice bila i berteriak cem tu..

So i brought her in.. letak dia atas katil, lepak2 kejap..

dia pon manje manje guling guling atas katil, 

Masa nak mandi, i lepas kan dia kat hall, cem biasa, memang tak expect apapa...

Half an hour later, rasa tak sedap hati..

I can feel that she's not in the hall..

I can even feel that she was not in the house...

So i called fazli.. mintak dia tolong cari kat bawah..

dia jenguk from 5th level.. dia kata dia nampak cem kiki ada kat bawah.. off the balcony....

I rushed there...

Grabbed her and i was angry.. i marah dia..

Dia tak menggelupur like always... then fazli said....'there's blood on your shirt....'

I certainly was not bleeding.. then i looked at hand..

damn byk blood...

kiki was bleeding...so much...

brought her inside...

fazli helped... dan letak dia atas meja.. 

she was gimpy...

I was worried like hell and my worst nightmare had come to life..

My heart was so broken seeing her like that...

I sobbed...

I sobbed like a mad peson..

I couldnt look at her...

Fazli checked if there's any broken bones...

Kiki meow-ed, she felt the pain..

I brought her inside my room...

I wanted to clean her cuts...

tapi dia menyorok bawah katil.. dia jauhkan diri..

I could see her face. sangat sedih..

Its like she was crying because of the pain...

I biar dia rehat... I taknak kacau dia. I taknak dia gerak byk..

Esoknya i rushed pegi pyramid cari ubat luke.. ubat sementara figure out kat mana ada vet..

Balik2 je..luka dia dah kering..

She slept all day haritu.. tak makan, tak minum, tak kencing..

tapi i need to clean her luka.. so angkat jugak dia.. she meow-ed..

lagi sekali rasa cem ada orang tikam my heart...

after boh ubat, i tried suapkan dia dengan air..

dia minum.. bersungguh2 dia minum... she has this face which buat kita rasa simpati sangat..

then i suapkan makanan dia.. she ate..

itu buat hati i senang sangat...

 

had to trim her hair for treatment

mlm sabtu dia, dia mau jugak guling2 atas katil walaupon pergerakkan dia tu terhad...

then came time boh ubat lagi.. dia bagi kerjasama yang amat baik..

dia tak menggelupur..

in fact she laid down cem atas meja bedah..

once in a while, bila i terkasar.. she'll meow..

then baring balik...

tapi tak kan menggelupur..

so sunday.. dia dah blh bergerak sikit

tapi dia nak makan dan nak minum.. that makes me so happy...

so so happy...

 

  

kiki.. around 4 months old

 

kiki.... around 18 months...

so monday..

pagi pagi tadi..

dalam perjalanan nak gi ke bus stop kat fed hiway.. lalu kat kurnia building...

terdengar ada orang menjerit. dan i saw few pekerja indonesia, lari bertempiaran..

i grabbed fazli hand.. takut la apepe jadi kan..

then fazli tanya ape daj jadi kat guards kat situ..

they said, the girl kena ragut... we saw the bikes, tapi we didnt know.. so kitorang buat dek je la..

then dalam bus.. baru je letak buntot.. i heard kakak kat sebelah ai marah kat lelaki yang dok kat belakang dia..

i was sure that, the man cuba seluk handbag dia..

ape nak jadi ni??

its only 7 a.m dan sume ni jadi...???

anytime je, i can be the victim..

pas ni kena hati hati..

kita selalu terlupa bila tak de apepe jadi kat kita..

hmmm....